Shandakul

You have answered my prayers in trying to better understand what pavel must do. You told me that the God Illmater is fair and just, i did no believe this but if another god such as your self believes so, so be it. I believe in you, show me youre way shandakul, we will find youre chair and i will restore youre name. Guide my foot

I am displeased and hurt in these evets

Our night was full of action, emotions, and probably most of all confusion. The King of the Orc's as i will call, will not be accepted as a prisoner in the group, he chooses not come with us and vanishes and then leaves. I am confused in how the group reacts to a being that may not be as they apear. The only one of my friends who asked how i felt about this.....King, was Evan. For that Evan i thank from my heart. Has our group not helped those who have changed or those who are miss guided. Mithinu you are new to our group and have contributed more than anyone can ask for you are a warrior, a hero. How can one that has these qualities and such beauty not have compasion for one that says he is different. You see and orc but i saw a King. Where you saw a brain less blood thirsty beast, i saw an honorable, intelegant being. I chose to forgive when had killed me, i chose to frogive. But in the end you are my friend and companion and will respect your how you feel.

Evan i will once again thank you for your compasion for my feelings, thank you. But you wished to take this,King, as a prisoner, why. Why not not shackle sharisa when she was changing for the better. She tried to kill you, in one swift move, she was the apitamy of evil. You forgave her but not this orc who shows honor. Evan i am confused, i dont understand.

Slyl i will say this once ask before you take somthing, not big fan of "borrowing" before asking. Thank you

In the castle kelestri was not her self. she wanted to come here but then demanded we leave. i tried to reason but she lashed out at me,i told pavel fallow mithinus voice in an attempted to help him atleast get to saflty will kelestri and i were scuffling. before i knew it, i was in flames and kelestri thankfully was ok, me and slyl told her were going to the back door to leave and she finaly fallowed into the room were refuge may have ben found. immediately i pointd pavel to the back doorand said run evan got him and assisted him also. But kelestri once againlashed out but towords Slyl im not shure why. She is not her self. As i yurned the corner of the door i cought a glance of our enemy. Avery pale female, who bore teeth that could sink into flesh with ease, but i will never forget the, the piercing eyes of this creature, her gaze went threw me.We exited the castle and the premesis down the path to safty.At the bottom, My friend Pavel,my dear friend Pavel, unsheathed a dagger and thrust it threw his hand. A sacrafice to Illmater i new, in order to get guidence. Has he not sufferd enough pain and anguish. A kind man, a man who loves and wishes to help others, save others, and loyal servant to the god of Pain. I do not believe it to be just, unfare for one man to bare this burden alone, but it is what my friend believes in. Pavel It pains me to witness this pain upon you but i will stand by and make shure your pain is not in vien. Old man you now become MY burden.

Oh yes and kelestri you should sit tight for a while to gather your thoughts, i do not freeze you in vengance but in order for you to come back to us.