Our uncertain future

My friends, my dear friends, It is my belief that we have come the point in our short history together. All of us must make our decision on how we perceive our selves and our companionship. We all new and understood what fait could behold us upon taking quest to make what is wrong and evil, right once more. And in many of occasion we have done so. As a whole we have saved innocent people from certain death and torture. As a whole we have purged power full evil from small towns. And we have even saved whole cities from certain demise that I would even bestow upon Bane himself, all of this was done and could have only been done when we were of a whole. But before my eyes I see us falling apart, whether it is a difference of opinion or feelings, your own personal agendas, or the unwillingness to disclose information with events that have occurred but I may be wrong about this.

Mauros, I understand how you feel about our friend Slyl's death, I to feel this pain. But you have known him how long, a few weeks, a month at most. I have known him since before we were even a group, longer than anyone else in this group when he was still using chalk and chalk board. His first jesture to me was a slight bow of the head. I will always remember Slyl at that moment in time. But since his recent actions towards our own, it is my belief that he should stay in his eternal rest with his God, who knows maybe he’ll get lucky. But in his death he shall live forever, his tale, his memory and his best moments shall be told across the Vast for year’s to come. Sweet Claudia I do apologize for over hearing your questions towards Slyl’s dead body, but he has shown special attention though it may have been subtle and I can’t be sure of the intention, none the less they were shown towards you.

Animosis I would trust you with my life I have never doubted that you would bring your blade to defend me or anyone in the party, even after these events I cannot find a reason to not trust you. Kelestri the same goes for you, and if you do not want to diclose what has happened when the party broke this I will accept, I do not believe you would keep something from the group that could potntialy hurt anyone. Pavel, I look up to you, and when you left I was heart broken and lost in my thoughts and emotions but you have returned and this Is what matters most.

This question I ask everyone, all my friends and companions, all in our group. Do you question my allegiance to party, my undying friendship to you, or doubt that I would hand myself towards any fate no matter how horrific it may be, if meant that you would not be hurt?
For If you do not doubt this for one second please take what I have said to heart, become a whole again and don’t let thousands of lives be at risk because we had our differences.I dare say if the answer is no we are no longer the Company of Light and Darkness, we are only Darkness.

Anastasiya (Letter Leif Sent with The Flower)

Your voice is of nothing i have ever heard before, more beutifull than a perfect sunset on the most perfect day and even more elegant than a summer breeze across the cheek on a hot summers day. And your beauty is above all. I wish i could get to know you better, and not after a few sips of wine, every day if it were possible. I hope you like the blossom that i sent you and the little boy was most greacious. After me and my friend complete what we must i would very much like to see you again. Well i must go, may you wander into to my dreams again

You're Admirer
Krigerseln Leifspringer (Leif)

Shandakul

You have answered my prayers in trying to better understand what pavel must do. You told me that the God Illmater is fair and just, i did no believe this but if another god such as your self believes so, so be it. I believe in you, show me youre way shandakul, we will find youre chair and i will restore youre name. Guide my foot

I am displeased and hurt in these evets

Our night was full of action, emotions, and probably most of all confusion. The King of the Orc's as i will call, will not be accepted as a prisoner in the group, he chooses not come with us and vanishes and then leaves. I am confused in how the group reacts to a being that may not be as they apear. The only one of my friends who asked how i felt about this.....King, was Evan. For that Evan i thank from my heart. Has our group not helped those who have changed or those who are miss guided. Mithinu you are new to our group and have contributed more than anyone can ask for you are a warrior, a hero. How can one that has these qualities and such beauty not have compasion for one that says he is different. You see and orc but i saw a King. Where you saw a brain less blood thirsty beast, i saw an honorable, intelegant being. I chose to forgive when had killed me, i chose to frogive. But in the end you are my friend and companion and will respect your how you feel.

Evan i will once again thank you for your compasion for my feelings, thank you. But you wished to take this,King, as a prisoner, why. Why not not shackle sharisa when she was changing for the better. She tried to kill you, in one swift move, she was the apitamy of evil. You forgave her but not this orc who shows honor. Evan i am confused, i dont understand.

Slyl i will say this once ask before you take somthing, not big fan of "borrowing" before asking. Thank you

In the castle kelestri was not her self. she wanted to come here but then demanded we leave. i tried to reason but she lashed out at me,i told pavel fallow mithinus voice in an attempted to help him atleast get to saflty will kelestri and i were scuffling. before i knew it, i was in flames and kelestri thankfully was ok, me and slyl told her were going to the back door to leave and she finaly fallowed into the room were refuge may have ben found. immediately i pointd pavel to the back doorand said run evan got him and assisted him also. But kelestri once againlashed out but towords Slyl im not shure why. She is not her self. As i yurned the corner of the door i cought a glance of our enemy. Avery pale female, who bore teeth that could sink into flesh with ease, but i will never forget the, the piercing eyes of this creature, her gaze went threw me.We exited the castle and the premesis down the path to safty.At the bottom, My friend Pavel,my dear friend Pavel, unsheathed a dagger and thrust it threw his hand. A sacrafice to Illmater i new, in order to get guidence. Has he not sufferd enough pain and anguish. A kind man, a man who loves and wishes to help others, save others, and loyal servant to the god of Pain. I do not believe it to be just, unfare for one man to bare this burden alone, but it is what my friend believes in. Pavel It pains me to witness this pain upon you but i will stand by and make shure your pain is not in vien. Old man you now become MY burden.

Oh yes and kelestri you should sit tight for a while to gather your thoughts, i do not freeze you in vengance but in order for you to come back to us.

Leif's Tale

After dispelling evil with my crossbow and arrow of death, I had realized the horrors to which I had bared witness to. I broke down.
After paying our toll at the gates of Kurth, which was a bit much for my likng, though I would have paid more to be in the company of the fine lady at the desk—I hope I see her later.
Animosis has shared with me that he is greatly disturbed by the contents of the crate. I think I will try and find something out about the delivery for him, but first I need relaxation and to have fun before more business is taken care of.
At the Thirsty Nymph, a beautiful moon elf on stage sang a most wonderfull song! I must learn that song before I aproach her again...or learn it from her—in a private lesson.
Corim caught a glimpse of an elegant women at the bar. I think he is very intersted in her and her apperance. I think I will do him a favor by helping them to get to know each other on a personal level, although I don't think Corim has in mind what I'm going to do.
I hope what he has found out about himself will shed some light on what has happend to his body. It would seem, Corim has been enlightened on what he can do—based on what I can hear behind the cutains.
The man Animosis is talking to is nice but is pissing me off with way he has a conversation. Doesn't he understand how to have an intelligent conversation? He just rambles on! But Animosis isn't much of the talker either... I dont think he knows how to get information. He appears to be forword and needy, not very subtle. But, he has a really big sword!
Once night comes, I will do my investigation. It's been a good day: I met and saw three very, very fine ladies, Corum has more knowlege on life, and Animosis has learned about his family a little—not good, but nonetheless he has learned.